first memory

I think my first memory was waking up from a night terror, or atleast I think it was a memory, maybe it was the night terror itself. Brenden used to have those too. I wonder if he still does and just doesn't talk about it. I still have those on occasion and when I wake up I have 10 second hallucinations, scary shiz.
I was sitting in my crib and the room was dark. I think it was my parents room. I stood up and all I saw was the light from the rode outside gleaming through the blinds that were closed, facing downward. I just remember looking and feeling like I was alone and I was scared and I didn't want to return to my horrible dream scape.
That's all